Sunday, December 20

Merry Christmas and I hope it's a Happy New Year!

December 20, 2009
10:30 in the evening!
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas and I hope it's a happy New Year.
It's an unbearable night.
He smiled at me and I smiled back at him
He danced with me likeI dance with strangers in the dancefloor
He sat beside me and I told him to draw his chair closer to me
He whispered my ear and I chatted back to his ear
He caressed by back and i let his hands stay there.
He kissed me and I just let him kiss me.
I never can disagree
it feel poisoned, sick and intoxicated.
I feel slumber, vulnerable and fragile!
I knew him as my best girfriend's ultimate crush.
that's all that ties my acquaintance with him.
I never desired to be with him.
"Merry Christmas" we started the night's affair by giving each other this heart-felt greeting.
HE SMILED AT ME AND WE SHOOK HANDS.
after eating, we opened the gifts we receive from evrybody around.
we drink a lot and submitted ourselves to merriment!
there it happened!
It's an unbearable night.
He smiled at me and I smiled back at him
He danced with me likeI dance with strangers in the dancefloor
He sat beside me and I told him to draw his chair closer to me
He whispered my ear and I chatted back to his ear
He caressed by back and i let his hands stay there.
He kissed me and I just let him kiss me.
I never can disagree
it feel poisoned, sick and intoxicated.
I feel slumber, vulnerable and fragile!
I knew him as my best girfriend's ultimate crush.
that's all that ties my acquaintance with him.
I don't know how to tell this to my friend but I kissed his boy and I liked it!!!
ugh. it's not a very lovely thing to remember but i feel very guilty because of that!
For now, I want to say sorry for what I have done. I love you but, merry Christmas and I hope it's a happy new year.

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