Saturday, September 26

I saw him under a green-roofed shed along the high way on a cold rainy afternoon. he has a long sleek black hair which he was brushing when the vehicle I rode passed the way. It was a simple short glance yet my attention was lost to the infinity of forever that seemed to enveloped me for that time being when our eyes met. It was a feeling of emptiness within a bottomless pit of darkness and a feeling of a deep sting of coldness, a numbing coldness. Could it be destiny or was just an odd feeling caused by the exhausting travel back to school? From that moment on my thoughts were filled with his image. It was just once when I saw him but his picture gets into good shape and color in my consciousness. It's odd yet seemingly satisfying.

It's odd because it's a real new thing but the idea of it as satisfying is quite unexplainable.

He is slender yet had has his hands appear to be of having great strength.

He has pale skin that of which has not known any beam of sunlight for a long time!

It was not like of the Undead but he has this skin that made him appealing and pleasurable to the eyes of mine! I can't blame myself for admiring him from the very moment I saw him at that shed! Damn, he is fairer than me and is completely admirable with his hair so black and straight!

Whahaaha. Has my senses got the better out of me?! Even if it does, I don't care!Uh oh...I was never attracted so much to a stranger guy this way before but his existence made me realize that perfection in human race is not a lie! He can be considered as one!

If it appearsto you that I would be on my knees to beg for his companionship, it will be a pleasure on my party to act upon the idea. I'd love to. But how could I? I don't even have any form of communication to him, not even his name! But I'm pretty much sure he isn't some nasty guy nor a suspicious goon! He can't be, with that angelic look, there's a big arc of question in there!
well, that was long a time ago, I have his number now!
I admit, Ihave none of any formal relationships with guys but It doesn't mean that I do not have the idea of what love is and how it feels to be inlove!

I named him Ichigo since I really like the name( If it rings a bell to you, then you must be right, you Know Ichigo-that if you get hold of my cellphone and try to call the first name that appears on my phonebook). Hahahaha

At least for now I'm satisfied with the kind of situation I have with this stranger guy named Ichigo!