love life= 1%
career=40 %
family= 20%
friends=10%
studies=1%
leisure=1%
rest=5%
drawing=1%
students=30%
acehi17 =100%
I wish I'm like the powerpuff girls: made up of sugar and spice and everything nice.
But Im not.my life is made up of fire and ice and everything like a big cake slice!
things clash altogether like it's raining stones, roaring thunders and darkening skies!
But Im not broken! who says I am!
Im trying to be strong but I dont know until when I can still stand still, with both feet flat on th ground.
But I know everything's gonna be clear.
Wednesday, September 1
Sunday, January 3
i am bothered...
for all the while i thought that everything said will be okay, bearing the thought that "It's just a matter of how you react or deal with the things being said: the things being done".
for me i was badly shocked, I thought I'd break into comma after knowing the truth.
I am hurt, hurt in a bad way. It sucks, it sucks being stucked, being left behind but it fucks when somebody you found so precious was broken into pieces, into smitherens and at the end you'll find yourself the last one to know that the lock of the door has changed! Do you know what it feels like???
it's more than swallowing your precious pride, it's more than being scold up with your mom after messing up with your friends, it's more than tose, it's more than ouch, it's more than shit and it's more than damn!
For all the while,I thought I were the one loved by him and to love him...for all the while. It took me a lot of time, a lot of tears and a lot of attention to go to waste after knowing the truth. It hurts seeing the two of them happy together when all you want is seeing the two of them quarrel and laugh upon the thought of it.
the hardest part is accepting that ^FACT^, that #@$!&*% fact that the world would never acknowledge the TWO of YOU but only the TWO of THEM!
it's never nice to be left out!
for all the while i thought that everything said will be okay, bearing the thought that "It's just a matter of how you react or deal with the things being said: the things being done".
for me i was badly shocked, I thought I'd break into comma after knowing the truth.
I am hurt, hurt in a bad way. It sucks, it sucks being stucked, being left behind but it fucks when somebody you found so precious was broken into pieces, into smitherens and at the end you'll find yourself the last one to know that the lock of the door has changed! Do you know what it feels like???
it's more than swallowing your precious pride, it's more than being scold up with your mom after messing up with your friends, it's more than tose, it's more than ouch, it's more than shit and it's more than damn!
For all the while,I thought I were the one loved by him and to love him...for all the while. It took me a lot of time, a lot of tears and a lot of attention to go to waste after knowing the truth. It hurts seeing the two of them happy together when all you want is seeing the two of them quarrel and laugh upon the thought of it.
the hardest part is accepting that ^FACT^, that #@$!&*% fact that the world would never acknowledge the TWO of YOU but only the TWO of THEM!
it's never nice to be left out!
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